I am getting married in 38 days!! OMG yup 38 days!! I am a lot bigger than I want to even admit. I am sadly going to be a fat bride. I don't want to be a fat bride but that is what is going to happen. This afternoon, on my facebook I put this up as my status,
"I am fat. Yup it's no secret. I have 38 days
until my wedding and I am going to be a fat bride. That really freaking
sucks and it's all my fault! BUT if I start right now I can be thinner
than I am now. I might not be as thin as I want to be, but I will be
thinner than I am now. I am on day 3 of no soda and no caffeine and I
feel good about that. I will succeed."
And I meant every word of it. I got some amazing replies back, but that is not why I put it up there. I put it up there so I have to be accountable. If people know that I am wanting to lose weight, then I will have more pressure to do it. I want to make people proud. I want to have people ask me how I am doing, if I am eating right, or if I am working out. I keep saying that I am going to do better and lose weight, yet I still eat like crap and don't workout. I want to be healthy. I want to look better. I want to try on clothes without crying because nothing fits. I want to be a good example for my son. So that is exactly what I am going to do.
But I need your help! I need people to kick me in the butt and make sure that I am doing what I am supposed to be doing. Do you think that y'all can do that for me?